as this term comes to an end...

I'm really sad to be leaving the house at westcourt place


but so excited to go home.


quite the bittersweetness

cheesecake!

Ingredients

Graham Cracker Crust:

2 cups (200 grams) of graham wafer crumbs or finely crushed Digestive biscuits

2 tablespoons (25 grams) granulated white sugar

1/2 cup (114 grams) unsalted butter, melted

Cheesecake Filling:

24 ounces (680 grams) (3 - 8 ounces packages) cream cheese, room temperature (use full fat, not reduced or fat free cream cheese)

1 cup (200 grams) granulated white sugar

1 tablespoon (12 grams) all purpose flour

4 large eggs, room temperature

1 tablespoon heavy whipping cream

1 tsp pure vanilla extract

Preparation
1. Grease 9 inch (23 cm) round springform pan
2. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (177 degrees C)

Crust:
1. Combine the graham cracker crumbs, sugar, and melted butter.
2. Press the crumbs evenly over the bottom and about 1 inch (2.5 cm) up the sides of the springform pan.
3. Cover and refrigerate while you make the filling.

Filling:
1. Mix cream cheese, sugar and flour
2. Add the eggs, one at a time

3. Add cream, and vanilla extract
4. Remove the crust from the refrigerator and pour half the cheesecake filling into the pan.

5. Take spoonfuls of cranberry filling and swirl in the batter with a knife

6. Bake for 15 minutes

7. Lower the oven temperature to 250 F and bake for 60-70 minutes

8. Remove from oven and carefully run a knife or spatula around the inside edge of pan

9. Let cool before covering with plastic wrap and refrigerating

Serves about 12-14 people.

on a path to healing

Okay so I really apologize for the really emo posts but this is seriously what i'm going through right now. After a week of tons of crying and really trying not to go downstairs or, rather, trying to spend more time with myself, I've come to many good conclusions. So.. you know that story of the sower man who sowed seeds and some of them fell on good soil, rocks, bad soil, etc? I feel like right now, everything's falling on rocks.

This week was full of melting and breaking those rocks and hooooh man, it was painful. I think my Christian life has been really stagnant the past couple years and I've buried a lot of hurt that it's starting to catch up to me and I have to deal with it sooner or later. I've decided that I need to go home next term and if the jobmine glitch at school works, I'll be working at Sunnybrook doing research. Even though it pays crap (apparently), I'm excited to be able to go home and back to my home church with people I feel SUPER close with :)

I'm excited to move on and forget certain feelings for certain people =P I'm planning on getting another job (hopefully starbucks!) and I'm excited to finally be at home for an extended period of time.

ON a lighter note, this week's glee episode was CRAAAAZY. Totally unexpected. The girls' rendition of "living on a prayer" by Bon Jovi was amazing as well!

let's get out of this dump

So lately, I've not been feeling myself. Although I'm with people, which i normally LOVE, I no longer get energy from them. I feel constantly anxious, stress, whatever you call it, and I have no idea what it's from.

Today at Creekside, I have to admit I didn't go in with a very open heart and more out of duty? I didn't know one of the songs and they sang "Breathe" which I like to be slow because it gives me a time to meditate while singing. But they sang it too fast and at 830 in the morning, i just gave up trying to think during the song and just sang along. The lady behind me didn't clean out her nose or something because for the whole worship and during the sermon, I could only hear whistling every time she breathed. It was SO distracting.

So i prayed. I prayed that God would tune out everything and just speak to me.

Surprisingly enough, I didn't pay attention to the whistling (which i didn't realize until after) and God really showed that He's still with me even in this slump that I"m having.

Ken Taylor had asked "Are you anxious? Stressed?" Remember that the Holy Spirit lives IN you. I think I have completely forgotten this for the past couple years even. I know that Jesus gives us strength and I ask for it all the time. But I always forget there's someone else even closer to me and that He's willing to intercede for me, be there every step of the way. It was definitely a God-given reminder.

halloween adventure!

so a long time ago, my goal was to have an adventure a day... but clearly that hasn't been happening OR i haven't been very good at recording it.

today after kcf and playing our usual monopoly deal and fish (two of my favourite games currently), a couple of friends and I decided to go get mcdonalds at 3 o'clock in the morning. We got a ride there and right when we arrived, noticed a HUGE amount of people in there. It was when we realized this was the Friday before Halloween and right when all the clubs had closed.

We decided to go for it anyways and after half an hour of waiting amidst drunken yelling and the guys behind us telling us to go faster, we walked out with amazing food hehe. And then we walked to our friend's office in MC on campus and ate and just chatted for a bit. And then being weak as they were, we had to go home because they were falling asleep =P

I currently am up and planning on studying after finishing grey's anatomy because i know that if i sleep, I won't wake up for EMP =P

Enjoy some photos from my phone this term :D


far east movement came to waterloo! I was very pleased


pastor... reverend joe at the bazaar wearing part of a cotton candy machine


hanjin and I switched glasses


rainbow! from my bedroom


ruth studying while talking on the phone


will put a junior chicken in a big mac - gross -_-


it took me forever to finish this puzzle!


jenn made this amazing card tower out of monopoly deal cards


such brotherly love - joe philemon and nelson


sigh their couch is so comfortable