Burnt Out

Like burnt toast - Kogepan.

















I know I said I love studying, but now that I've finished exams for my favourite courses (biochem and stats), I feel like I have no more motivation to study.

Microbio is a killer... like pseudomonads...

i wish i could be like flagellated bacteria that move in accordance to chemical gradients (chemotaxis) by mechanism of CheA sensor kinase and MCPs being methylated by CheR or the CheZ that dephosphorylates CheYP which controls flagellar movement

I wish the world was as simple as flagellar movement - proton motive force through the mot proteins driving the rotation of the MS and the C rings.

I want to go home.
To my warm bed (actually my bed here isnt bad).
To where the air doesn't smell like manure (which was layed out today i think).
To where my kitchen is spick and span.
To where I can see my friends who I feel like I haven't seen in a million years.
To where I can watch dramas and not have to worry about whether or not i'm going to remember if certain bacteria are gram positive, gram negative, alpha, beta, or gamma proteobacteria.

I want to go home.

Home sweet home