random thoughts

everyone's getting engaged or into relationships. God, where is mine? Didn't you make Eve for Adam since he was lonely? There must be a boy out there who needs me - i think you should end his misery :D

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I asked god to give me more patience. After giving me the most difficult boss, I think i'm a tiny bit more patient. Praise god for trials and tribulations

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I think I might regret not telling him before he goes. But for now, I just need to be me :)

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I realized I have multiple circles of friends with select people from each group that I'm close with. Most people have one circle of friends who they're close with and satellite people. I think that's why it's so hard for me to be focussed on waterloo people right now - i'm in church friend mode... is that a bad thing?

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If someone's let you down and they don't know it - do you tell them?

mindless?

this week was a whirlwind at work and I don't even remember half of it. Tons of office politics and learning when's the right time to ask questions or just wait for people to cool down from being mad at other people. overall though apparently i'm efficient, quick to learn, and integrate well in the team.

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popcorn chicken at teashop 168 is... AMAZING

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rekindling old friendships is SUCH a good feeling

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today had lots of potential camera moments. i need a second job so i can buy myself some stuff -_-

random thoughts

i don't own an umbrella. probably not a good idea considering on monday, i was drenched after walking home from the bus stop which takes no more than 3 minutes (no exaggeration). i was thinking, though, today that if i had the technology, i'd attach a tracking device to an umbrella and give it to someone who was being drenched by the rain and tell them to pay it forward. i'd try to see where and how fast the umbrella travels - are people as nice as i hope them to be?



i really like the song's lyrics - "can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars; i could really use a wish right now"

random snippets of my mind

this is what i think about while studying...

if the world was fair, dolly would be SO FAT and i would be average considering our daily food intake. im counting on the world to make dolly super fat later on in life when our metabolism sucks.
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is a hopless romantic someone who tends to think illogically when in love? or is that just everyone who is in love?
urban dictionary definition: someone who is in love with love... yeaa that sounds like me.
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how much food do i have left....
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my back hurts... hm... lets see what muscle it is... external oblique?
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oh man... that fat squirrel from first year.. was SO FAT
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i wanna play volleyball.. when will my toe feel okay to play.. hm....
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to the grade 12s here to write AFM entrance test... DONT DO IT! RUN WHILE YOU STILL CAN!
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New Language: Uglish

ug = 1
ugug=2
ugugug=3
ugugugug=4
oog=5
oogug=6
oogugug=7
og=10

intonations to be added later on as the language gets complexified

hellug = hello
UG!=hungry!

apathy vs being okay

i realized today that i've been trying to be apathetic about not receiving love when i wanted to be okay with not receiving love.

the difference seems so clear but how come i've missed it for so long?

on a side now, i was looking at freddy today.. who has carcinoma in some of his leaves and stems... i shouldn't have left him so much in the sun.

skiddadle

It's cold. Freezing cold. Time to put away the flats.
There's a couple. Oh, they're hugging. Must be warm.
Did it just get colder?

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our boss is back.
it's quiet.
REAL quiet.

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enrollment was today
i got into kin 100 - anatomy
i wasn't afraid of failure; i was excited
i got home and freaked out.
i'm better now; neutral is a better word

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manuscript bible study with mackcf small group
it was fun
i missed studying the Word

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i rented out jpod from mills library @ mac
people around me were studying for midterms
i was on the couch laughing.
it's a funny book

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i finished the glass castle
it's a good book.
what's it trying to say, though?

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sniff sniff
i think i'm getting sick
i never get sick
젠장

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warm bed
down blanket
warm slippers

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tomorrow is dinner with eumee
tomorrow is 1 to 7 degrees with a frost warning
tomorrow is a new day
hooray!