on a path to healing

Okay so I really apologize for the really emo posts but this is seriously what i'm going through right now. After a week of tons of crying and really trying not to go downstairs or, rather, trying to spend more time with myself, I've come to many good conclusions. So.. you know that story of the sower man who sowed seeds and some of them fell on good soil, rocks, bad soil, etc? I feel like right now, everything's falling on rocks.

This week was full of melting and breaking those rocks and hooooh man, it was painful. I think my Christian life has been really stagnant the past couple years and I've buried a lot of hurt that it's starting to catch up to me and I have to deal with it sooner or later. I've decided that I need to go home next term and if the jobmine glitch at school works, I'll be working at Sunnybrook doing research. Even though it pays crap (apparently), I'm excited to be able to go home and back to my home church with people I feel SUPER close with :)

I'm excited to move on and forget certain feelings for certain people =P I'm planning on getting another job (hopefully starbucks!) and I'm excited to finally be at home for an extended period of time.

ON a lighter note, this week's glee episode was CRAAAAZY. Totally unexpected. The girls' rendition of "living on a prayer" by Bon Jovi was amazing as well!

no bull

I've been re-watching grey's lately and bawling my eyes out. I've forgotten how emotional the whole show is and am definitely excited to watch the season premiere in the fall!

i heart law and order

Being at home having nothing to do is a great time to watch series that are old yet you never got to watch. Take law and order for example... according to tv shack, there's 417 episodes in law an order... that's not including law and order: _______ fill in the blank.

I don't know what it is... the acting sucks, the fashion is so old school
but i love the stories!

and not to metnion this man
ben stone.


i don't think he's particularly good looking... he's kind old... but i think i need to marry a superhero or something or someone who fights for justice like this guy... its just so.... 멋있어!! hehehehe


ANYWAYS

Went to pastor will and pastor joe's convocation today.
con hall is gorgeous and has so much character! For some reason.. i can only imagine myself at convocation in the pac for some reason...
but two years... and we'll be graduating.. for now, i'll enjoy congratulating those who are facing "the future" now and enjoy my time in school!!