February 9, 2010

you are my resting place

Sabbath: a day of rest and worship

I was asked in an interview this week whether I'd rather have a job where there were ups and downs or rather steady. I replied I'd like ups and downs because I love feeling challenged but also having breaks.

This term, I'm doing a ton more. I'm doing small groups, being more involved in KCF, actually meeting new people, studying a ton more, watching NO dramas, reading more, cleaning more, being involved in Konnect, going to church. Yet, although I feel like i'm a million times busier, I'm not overly stressed.

What's the difference?

One thing different this term is the amount of time i'm spending with God. I'm enjoying every moment I get with him and i feel as though I'm renewed when I do take the time to put aside my thoughts and judgements about how the world should be and just ...

rest.

Matthew 11:28 says
"come to me, all you who are weary and burdened and i will give you rest"

I felt so tired this weekend. Frustration from a million things seemed to come to me in one day and I had no one to turn to. Being the immature Christian I am, I didn't even turn to God. It wasn't even something I thought about doing.

Yet when I dragged myself to church on Sunday, I was given so much rest. I was able to stop, slow down, and just be with the person who knows me even more than I do. And through this realization, I was able to lay everything on Him and just...


sigh.

keeping busy

thanks to a ton of encouraging friends and family, this weekend - although crappy - was bearable and i'm anticipating exciting things to happen this week as well as next week (reading week)!

to cure my controlling emotions, i've been keeping busy, focusing on school and especially the 20% environmental health assignement in which i have to learn as much as I can about manganese and what it does to the human body as well as the trends in emissions in canada. it's a pretty cool assignment - i just wish i had more time for it.

then there's stats which... i would love if the prof taught it better.... i think that's my priority during reading week.

interview today was okay. really want the job i'm getting interviewed for on thursday.

reading week plans
friday: mom comes to do interviews, have lunch with her, go home, go to small group
saturday: praise(?), all you can eat sushi with family
sunday: church, going out with alice and jenny
monday: my birthday (2NE1!!) which is dedicated to my family
tuesday: meeting dennis, then high school friends
wednesday: meeting alex + jaws (?)
thursday: loo people come over to house
friday: nothing!
saturday: kcf girls vball tournament
sunday: back to the loo

i... am going to try to fit in some studying there... haha



my face.. shows how tired i am... SO swollen
ps. thinking of getting lasik but then realized my eyes look REALLY small without glasses

February 6, 2010

david choi is coming to toronto feb 24!
i might go.
i've been quite spontaneous lately
been going out whenever i need to go out
studying when i need to study
i like it.



there's been something that's bugging me for a while too
and i wish i could stop thinking about it
but the more i think about it, the more it comes to me.

February 5, 2010

I think I found my soulmate hehe

I heard a guy reciting all the places on campus that had a microwave. Ithink I'm in love


end.

February 3, 2010

done! or.. not

With a lack of words, energy, or time to think of my next blogpost, here are some photos to entertain you :)



my version of ug in the snow



jocelyn's version of ug's boyfriend in the snow



if ug's boyfriend were a cartoon....
actually, if ug were a cartoon ...


the secret is out...